many times have i fallen asleep with tears swiftly falling from my cheeks onto the cold pillow beneath me. the moments i cherish most are always countered by heartache that pierces through my very being. isn’t it peculiar how one mishap leads me to question my existence? somehow it feels like pain lasts longer and cuts deeper than the happiness that is gifted from the outside world. i don’t suppose i’m doing anything wrong by expressing all emotions with equal balance and not showing favor to either side. when i inflict this behavior onto external beings, such as you, the results aren’t what i had hoped for. so i’ve conducted a new experiment, one that’s impossible to result in error. it’s simple, you’ll see.